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| i feel weird. like i constantly have to pee, but i just went 5 seconds ago. i saw the person i want to marry on facebook today. i'm really nervous, like hellaa nervous. i haven't been this nervous since senior year of high school. i skipped 2 classes today to study for kineseology. we had a fire drill, it was hella stoopid. anberlin is probably forever ruined for me. i really want to go home. | | |
| i hate my birthday, but i looove my friends.
birthdays are never a big deal to me. most of the time my family forgets, and i'm usually working the whole day anyways.
but i had a good one this year. it wouldve been downright crappy if it weren't for my friends. i worked in the morning, then went to the beach from 12-2 with lynnley, came home and ellen, kristina, allison, cameron, and jason brought me jans healthbar (shoutout small turkey on berry wheat with cucumbers and sprouts and pasta salad!) and then we went back to the beach from 3-5. then they took me to a&w because i really wanted a rootbear float. came home, ate dinner with my family, and then they all + lara and teddy came back with funfetti! and ice cream pie, and we watched the office and degrassi.
i was pretty depressed in the morning...thinking about last years birthday and how nicely i was treated by you. i don't know why i'm so retarded, i have nothing to be depressed about...yet i am.
i can't wait to go back to school! in my new apartment yayay.
i'm sleepy. | | |
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well, it is mother fucking hot. and i have to drive to garden grove every damn day in a car that has no air conditioning. ewwie. at least it's air conditioned in the pharmacy.
summer is swell. i have a little under 2 months to go. san francisco and tahoe in 2 weeks...and then ben harper san diego road trip after that! woo, time to get faded. hah..eer. finally booked a hotel room last night after like 242335523424 weeks of saying we were gonna do it.
damn. i still have like 4 weeks to go in my online classes. boo!
i've been playing zelda alot with my brotha. i suck at video games. but oh well.
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| work, work, work is so boring. bleuh. finally went to jans today. i've been craving that shit for ever.
what else is new…. well I've been throwing up every morning for the past 5 weeks…i get insane mood swings and cravings for pickle peanut butter sandwiches in the middle of the night….hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm i wonder....
ahhha, oh well. this is the least of my worries right now.
i'm really tired. | | |
| the other day i was driving with my dad and he asked me if i was any happier. i was confused and i said, i guess so. and then i asked him compared to when and he just shrugged and said, well i always thought you were a sad child. it was strange and made me feel so dissapointed in myself. my parents give me everything and they don't even think i'm happy. i've always tried to seem happy, and i thought they bought it but i guess not. | | |
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